What matters

I didn't update yesterday because I was tired. Been working with my family in Knivsta. So kind of Tuwa and Marcus to hang around.

And today, today I didn't feel for updating my blog because I am sad. But I want to remember this day. Because one day, I may have the answer to my questions. One day things will get better. Or one day, I wouldn't care any more, and thus things will get better.

Tuwa didn't get any christmas present from hubby's two siblings. I don't know why. I thought kids are supposed to be remembered on Christmas.

Reminds me - I never got any Christmas gift from my dad. Not a single year. I should be used by now...

So...I'm sad right now. But when I wake up later, I will be okay again. After all, other people do remember us. And that's what matters.